Bull charge + a memorable night
Today was the first time I run the Bull Charge! A bit messy and still cannot understand why the bus was arranged to be so early? The run starts at 6.30pm, warm up starts at 6pm, yet the bus pick us up at 4.30pm! Gosh…even with some delay i reached the floating platform at 5pm! Almost wanna go to marina sq for a walk!
Chopstick sister fly my aeroplane thus went there alone >< Was roaming around alone but luckily met up with people here n there abit. But i think the food are well arranged, have swensen ice cream, ice milo and after the run there are buffet! haha..taste quite nice or maybe I too hungry?
Was wondering if i start off infront, will i be top 10 gals??? lolol….maybe i think too much.
Wanted to shop for clothes for D&D tml…but was a bit lazy so instead, I walked back to LPS to meet chopstick and LDLD for dinner. Had a fruitful night chat as well. Have some take away but wonder who she is refering to…mmm. Recently then I came to know abt my new nick name koala…why? Cos i always “hang on” my LD…mmm…frankly speaking, didn’t really like this naming that was given, cos it makes me feel like I sticky/dependent on others.
This puts me to wonder…have I changed…or have I not been myself? Mmm…where is the independent me? Maybe I should do some self searching…what is happening to me!
This week was abit overwhelming both in terms of work n people. Felt the dress thingy for gala dinner was not well handled. On wednesday…was abit overwhelm with work yet have to think about the trying of dresses issues.
Logically….nothing big deal about this, but emotionally, I just can’t get over it. When I finally overcome myself to try on Thursday…it was base on obligation,Trust and tot i shd just let LD see. But in the end…when I open the door 4 people came in. At the end of the session…..I was feeling a bit traumatized and uncomfortable over the whole event.
Today went to work with a black face…but then once I interact with people the black face is kept away as it is not really anybody’s fault, is just I can’t get over my own 堅持/thinking. Been thinking…was it because I was always smiling so I give people a wrong impression that I am okie….with certain things? Have I been trying too hard? Sometimes I can’t help but felt I am stepping on myself / stepped on….eventhough it was jokingly.
But then again, maybe in the first place I shouldn’t have such expectation on others…like LDLD always reminded, people may not know or have a diff expectation!
Back to the dinner at LPS, after that LDLD gave me a lift but the lack of petrol crisis became a lack of battery crisis. So we waited at the petrol kiosk for about 30-45mins. To me, the wait is not time wasting, infact, it was an interesting experience. Hahha..20 Nov 2009, commonwealth petrol station, LDLD I will always remember this 
Only with ME then all these weird weird things will happen! LOLOL in the end LDLD also started owning me stories….LOL…alertness…
lastly….think been quite sometime since i met my theGanG, shall we watch 2012???^^||
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